Cross Movement is/was one of the most influential and important groups in Christian rap history. For many artists in the faith, they were the blueprint. Phanatik was one of the key members of the group and a scholar of the faith. In a video posted on his personal Facebook page, Brady Goodwin explained how he entered the deconstruction of his faith and ultimately stopped believing.
The video runs for 24-minutes, and it is telling that this is quite difficult for him to do. He labors through and hardly says he no longer believes in the faith. In the video, he talks about the issues, questions, and concerns he had in learning about Christianity while in seminary.